Some waited for this:

karton-voll-kinderschokolade.blogspot.com

My new german blog, you can follow me there if you want to (and understand german)!
And don't worry, I won't leave LJ.

Dear lord, I finally have time to write a little. The second exam period already started, the first period went well, I'm satisifed with my grades :)

You know what, B2ST and 2PM are fucking Gazette right now. Seriously, I didn't listen to Gazette for... months. *looks at the scans at gazette_daily* BUT THEY LOOK SO HANDSOME. ;-; I want to make graphics. Maybe I can manage to make a final graphics post at kuribati to say goodbye to everything here. And maybe I will start a new blog, somewhere else than livejournal.

I still have so much to do. And I miss you so much ;3; ♥ Talk to me a little, how are you?

Happy Halloween. Or something like that.
/continues learning for social education, biology and french

I'm sure Key secretly cries because of you, Jonghyun! ;-;

You have to imagine this:
It's not even 8 o'clock in the morning, it's 7.49am.
SHINee's Lucifer on maximum volume through the whole village, out of my computer.
And I am dancing like an idiot through the whole house.

Yeah, that's me in the morning.

Well, I want to talk to you about something what causes me headaches.

I am seriously thinking about closing kuribati.
I can imagine you reactions after this sentence, but let me explain a little because you have to understand me in this case.

You know, I love my community like a baby. It is my baby, but it's getting less and less important to me. There is just no urge anymore to make icons, to make new layouts or to write anything. This is mainly because other things (like school, but also private life like friends or family) are getting more and more important to me, my old LJ-life (like graphics, fangirling etc) is getting too old for me, it's boring for me.

I don't read anything about Gazette because I kinda don't care anymore, I'm not into this fandom anymore. In my opinion, they were better than they are now. I miss the old NIL or STACKED RUBBISH time, they were one of the most important things to me in the whole world. But now, they are only my favorite band, nothing more. I'm sad about this fact, but it's a fact and I am honest to myself when I say it how it feels for me.

Another reason for this would be my school life. Some of you already know the G8 thing in Germany, it means I have less time (exactly one whole year) to graduate. That means I have to learn more and faster and I don't think there is enough space, time and energy for kuribati. School was easier when I was young, it really was, and I can tell you, it's hell to go through this system of G8, I'm not overreacting.

The next thing is that I just don't have any ideas or inspiration anymore. I have some ideas, but they are not usable for kuribati, they are more for my future projects when I work in the WebDesign business. So yeah, my interests change in another direction, if you want to call it this way.

But still, it would hurt so much if I close it. There would be a big, empty hole in my heart or something, I don't know how it would feel.

Some of you might say Why don't you go on hiatus? A friend told me that possibility as well, but how long should I stay on hiatus? Until July 2013, are you being serious? That wouldn't be fair to the members, I know I would never find back into this fandom anymore, I would lose a lot of my skills and in the end, I would never say Hi, I'm back again! after almost 3 years, it would stay on hiatus forever.

So yeah, I have no idea what I should do with that shit. I could also keep the way it is, rarely update and always apologize that I don't have time anymore.

But really, I think that my time in this business is over.

So, what do you think?

Say hello to my new babes ♥

Happy Birthday to sith_romantic !! ♥
And to Miyavi and to a good friend at school :DD